I can feel a storm rising inside of me. It's forming slowly cresting very far out at sea, waiting for the right moment to unleash itself. I wonder if it will be like the tsunami in Thailand when the people on the beaches were completely unaware that in a split second the sea would rush away, leaving boats stranded and fish flopping helplessly on the sand eyes bulging, mouths gaping open and closed; bits of flotsam and jetsam exposed in the bright sunlight. And then suddenly, a wall of black water slamming back against the shore. A storm no one saw coming.